FACEBOOK, i miss you :(

it's been a month or two since i deleted my facebook account (personal reasons) and i so miss it :'( i miss "liking", "stating" (what a term!i should come up with a better one..deal with it for the meantime, okay? lol hahaha) and of course, my favorite, FACEBOOK STALKING ;) hahahahaha nah! just kidding.. i am done with stalking..need to move on LOL crush ko lang man siya bakit parang big deal na? eh kasi, sabi pa ng friend ko, "potential" daw yang crush.. :)) potential maging someone mo.. naks! drama! hahahaha anyways,moving on.. baka kung ano anong ka dramahan pa tung masulat ko. :D lately, i have been thinking i'm going to make a new account but i'm not ready.. what's the big deal eh? again, personal matters.. i missing facebook all the more because there is this someone LOL naks! hmmm.. i better stop writing right now.. i might say something "not appropriate" :D pero sige lang.. someday, i shall return facebook.. just wait, will ya? :)

i can't fight this feeling anymore.

"i can't fight this feeling anymore" by Red Speedwagon

I can't fight this feeling any longer.
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow.
What started out as friendship,
Has grown stronger.
I only wish I had the strength to let it show.

I tell myself that I can't hold out forever.
I said there is no reason for my fear.
Cause I feel so secure when we're together.
You give my life direction,
You make everything so clear.

And even as I wander,
I'm keeping you in sight.
You're a candle in the window,
On a cold, dark winter's night.
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might.

And I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
It's time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.

Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crushing through your door,
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore.

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you.
I've been running round in circles in my mind.
And it always seems that I'm following you, girl,
Cause you take me to the places,
That alone I'd never find.

And even as I wander,
I'm keeping you in sight.
You're a candle in the wind,
On a cold, dark winter's night.
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might.

And I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
It's time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.

Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crushing through your door,
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore.

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/r/reo+speedwagon/#share

late post..

so here's the thing. when i was on my way to HB1 Catalunan,around february i think, i saw this "Japanese learning school" along. i can't express how happy i am when i read that. :) i was like "for real? for real? cge lang..soon, i'll inquire". later that week, i told my "co-otaku" about that. we were discussing about enrolling and stuffs with a face like DREAM COME TRUE. you may find this exaggerated but that's true. :)) since we have the same fields of interests, we were really excited. :) but that time, we knew we didn't have the time because of our busy schedule..and now it is already april. just before we went home, i told her to inquire since it was on her way back home. just a few minutes ago, we were chatting about it. if you could just see the my hopeful eyes saying this time, "PLEASE PLEASE. let my schedule fits"but disappointedly, it's a no. why o why? it breaks my heart. i'm not really in the good mood, obviously, to write but i needed to. i need to express my sadness and disappointment.

read if you're interested.

when i was young, around 10 years old i think, i started to have a diary ;) it lasted until (deeply thinking...) 4th year! yeah, i'm quite sure about it. :D just before summer classes i scanned it and i was like, "LOL did i really write it? atabs pa man kaayo ko oi. funny :)) hala! remember ko to! hehehe *dangerous laugh*" memories nga naman kay sarap balikan :D i think one of the reasons why i stopped writing because i don't have that much time especially with this schedule. but why i am writing again? hmmm..is it enough if i say that i missed it? :p

P.S.

don't hesitate to correct my grammar. :D i want to learn! :)